And I have nothing else to say any more….
I’m not trying to hide shit. The only thing I’m probably hiding is the endless nights of crying. The endless days of pain. Im trying to hide and put off my emotions from the public. I don’t want others to get in my life when I don’t want them too…
Woahh. I was about to write something but I deleted it because it exposed a bit to much about me…
I Can Sure Tell You Still Care About Me.
I never saw the future but always predicted.
I never noticed how these images were so depicted.
Image per image, played inside my head.
Images that played the second I’ll be dead.
Galleries that influenced every moment.
I was by myself with no consultant.
Scared and alone I cried for help.
But no one answered i was by myself.
Just as I had been from the start.
And now my life is falling apart.
But I did not see these images inside my head.
But in my dreams when I was in bed.
These nightmares i choose not to believe
But now they are here and they have deceived
The meaning of a dream from reality
And now I’m full of fucken insanity
How can I not see what will happen
The light above me has now blackened
My life is over
My life is gone.
But I still don’t know why these images where wrong…..
“I be that man on the moon
I’m that man on the moon
And imma do what I do so
Do you hey hey
I be posted with my blunt and a brew my dude
I’m that man on the moon
I’m up up on the moon”
Theres things I wanna right down here but then You’ll know the true person that I am. You’ll see The person that only so few have seen and probably wouldn’t understand what I mean at all. You’ll probably be confused and re read what I had posted and wonder what is his meaning to this entry. You see its not about finding the meaning to what I say but to connect to me emotionally with the words I right. You see only those who have been through what I have can understand what the words I write mean. Only those who have felt what I have can truly depict the emotion I hold deep down inside. So to understand what I am and what I feel you have had to been through something similar in your life. You have had to feel the pain, sadness, happiness, and joy that I have felt. Only then will you ever know me.
Like I don’t understand.
Do you want something.
If yes ok.
But if no just tell me straight up.
Get straight to the point. I’m not gonna hate you and talk shit or anything like that. I’ll understand and respect your answer.
1.) Loose Weight
2.) Get a 6 Pack
3.) Ride My Fixie EVERYWHERE
4.) Finish ALL AP Hw
5.) Start Over…